Monday, September 20, 2004 @6:42 pm
So, second week of the term. Monday, no music. Yup, no music, and instead what do we have? CHINESE PRELIM!!!!!!!!!! What a wonderful exchange. Any week that doesn't start off with music is crappy. Lets hope this one isn't.
Anyway, @ last, I've seen Mean Girls. 4gg didn't like it, too bitchy, haha. But hey guess what? I loved it! Its an ideal teenagy, gossipy, right on film. Any bitch, gossipgirl, victim would like it.
Enough of raving, I'm in a dilemma! I don't know what to play for exam. MM thought I'd be able to brush up the Mozart Sonata enough to play, but she seems to be wrong. My exam piece is slightly better, but the exorcist "over practice" is forever hanging over my head. That Nata woman thinks I'm playing exam piece, MM thinks I'm playing sonatina; who is right? Of course, I'm wanting MM to be right, but reality check - thats rather impossible. I'm trying like shit to get parts right and make the whole thing sound together, but guess what, its not working. Oh well, we'll see on Wednesday night. Start placing your bets.
Exams are like 2 weeks away. I have 10 subjects hanging over my head. 2 weeks for 10 subjects. Thats what it sounds like (if I'm going to start studying now). But thats just not going to happen. The best I'll do is 2 days before the paper. I'll see how I'll survive, especially for Chinese. Actually, it seems rather dumb, doesn't it? Slaving the night away for like 20 marks. The rest of the paper is unstudiable. Why can't it be like English? Hey I take that back. I guess if I study I'm guaranteed 20 marks, but thats just not going to happen. I'd better start thinking which subject to drop (not that I've been thinking about anything else the whole year).
This year is just going away too fast. Germany trip is over, ZZJSJ has been presented, all other events which seemed huge @ that moment seem like tiny specks of paint that make up a whole bigger picture which is still growing.
I wonder what this picture will look like when its finished.
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